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19 januari 写给我残破的终将腐烂的身体开始衰老的身体
因为它开始衰老 衰老意味着仍然在运动 孜孜不倦地运送养分的无法计数的毛细血管 勤奋上进争取呼吸空间的细小毛孔们 不甘示弱又不时因为种种恶习而备受折磨的内脏器官 圣洁却丑陋的生殖器 以及总是不安地张望又刻意回避的眼睛
你们都开始衰老了 可是即便我死了 你们也生生不息 往生的是我的灵魂 你们会离开我 变成其他的东西 包括资源 能量 即便是废物 这些才是身体的本质
我爱你们 你们让我在这里写下的每个字都变得有了你们可以明白的意义
恋爱了 激素会上涌给人窒息一般的快感 悲伤时 内分泌会失调 女孩子每个月都会有一场鲜血淋漓的战争(我可能不时地也会和自己较量一番 虽然不像他们那么惨烈)
我们对身体的陌生最直接地表达在了我们对自己的不解
你了解自己吗? 你从来没有做过自己说不清楚又觉得理所当然的决定吗? 这些都要归功给那个我们不曾也终将是个谜的大脑吗? 他的运动可以和身体达成一致吗? 身体的中央政府不会在开大会的时候掀翻桌子搞得我们寝食难安吗?
是啊 总有那么多回答不了又不愿意盲目相信科学解释的难题困扰我们 一个在衰老中的身体是否激起你留恋的窥视的欲望呢?
多姿多彩的身体
青年 中年 老年 我们的身体火箭升天一样地长大 可是在我们冲刺得最猛烈的时候 开始减速开始迟钝 原来好用的筋骨变得麻木 热血沸腾的感情也因此平静下来 可是 这些会因为颜色的不同而变化吗?
健康壮硕的黑人 高大沧桑的白人 泥土中长出来一样的亚洲人 你们的可辨识力是那么的明显 可是真的有区别吗?
多姿多彩的身体 不是都在做着相同的运动吗?为什么却可以被用来交换那些不属于物质世界的感情呢? 如果可以 请给我一块同情心 爱心 花心 或者 痴心
多姿多彩的身体的存在本来就不是愉悦的 它不能让你得到你想要的 抑或你都不知道自己想要什么只是一味的索取 就感到满足了呢?
你是干燥的 饥饿的
你总是干燥的 你干燥得需要我来补充水分 因为干燥 你开始了流浪 寻找可以解决它的东西 你找到了水 水让你舒服也给你带来了麻烦 开始争夺 甚至你的能量在透支的时候你会去搜寻吃食 也就有了所谓的文明 身体的干燥与饥饿是人类之所以到得现在的基础
2001太空漫游 里面说得清楚 文明开始于池塘边的争夺战 当然最后却毁灭在同一个地方 虽然那里不再有水 天空保留了水的颜色 还是上升了的
你不能控制自己的食欲 你不能控制自己的性欲 身体永远和精神难以达成和谐 当我们走向极端的时候就喜欢发明一些东西来安慰自己 这难道不是身体赋予我们的吗?
如果你不喜欢这样的生活 你会孤独 你能抗拒了吗? 不能 那么就没有人孤独 孤独都是装出来的 身体给了你一个自我娱乐的机会 你只要消耗它 就好了
终
最后你还是告别了 走得时候打了声招呼 说对不起 这么些年来的烟熏火燎 酒精与暴食的摧残都让你备受折磨 走好 再会 11 januari I'd rather dance with u than talk with uRecently, somebody always complains that he is so pop and surrounded by many girls, which is not really what he aims at. Everybody can be popular for 15 mins. At least, I think my time hasn't come yet, the best is yet to come.
The house of Amy and me, as the best thing ever, is yet to come as well, the problem now, somehow in my opinion, is not the agencies can not rent it to us, but how can we be accepeted as good guys. Otherwise, that won't be a big problem, we don't have to try so hard, when ironically somebody surprisingly said that why you rich people can not find a house to rent during a relative cool time of the market, :-) C'est La Vie!
Natural Q has published their second album, still brilliant, cute vocal with the fabulous lyrics, fresh and young style, like every indie band, low-pitched performance.
Trip, for me is not such an exciting word, I am on a trip everyday, so tired in facing exciting new things, but at the same time exciting about what's happening around.
Kings of Convenience, Riot on An Empty Street, Silently talking about their homesick, but still calmly saying something like: I'd rather dance with you than talk with you.
My darlings, the day has not come yet, the words are always overly decordated with flavours and sweets. Where is your bitter candy, take it, then you'll find everything is sweet. However, never try again.
Start shooting tomorrow, this time my character is a guy who always compare the film with the Matrix, not yet have an exact script, it means that the director is confident with my English, haha. Otherwise, it must be the result of a unimportant role. Who cares, at least I can gain enough for what I want.
It's nearly 5 o'clock, not yet want to sleep, how much can you pay for a good deal of time with your body?
Dunno.
Lei is moving out, hope you have a good time there without me, you promised you will miss me, never forget.
So does Song, I won't beg your good attitude, just treat me as you did before, hope tomorrow would not be worse, then I'm satisfied.
For Tony, just try to activate your memory and be smart.
Feng, hahhahahahahahahaha sorry for cosplaying girls but accidently finding out the things that you would not talk to boys, Jesus it never works with the others.
Turn Around, forget everything, so anyone missed, forgive me. 02 januari StartIt started serveral hours ago, and now it's another day. We were sent back by the wind and humid air. So cool. On the street, people crawling n people knocking or even they screaming those unknown words. We still walk silently without even a glance on them. Keep it real, this is life. 2005 has gone already, she'll never come back, she's not a good girl friend, that's why I am so exciting now. Putting on my coat and chasing somebody for a cigarette, just forget about it, impossible. Is it really that important to keep youself unattended? Selfish fish. Sports fans. See U! n Have fun! |
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